The captured say hes in his heart.
It takes years to reach a summit where intelligent people will believe that a narcissistcontrolfreak charged with four counts of sexual assault is someone in his heart.
He is being charged with coercive rape and hes in his heart.
Ask them anything and the years of brain washing will fall out of their mouths like plastic pearls, bouncing all over the place.
Hes always loving and kind.
The plastic is filling up the space inside the conversation. Im jaw dropped. His subjects are madly insistent about the penismind being in his heart.
What does that mean when they say hes in his heart? Im drawn backwards into the countless dead end conversations that occurred with followers:
His person: Oh! Theres so much moving in me now, thanks to him.
My person: Really! What is that?
His: Oh! Its impossible to put into words but it is so much and it is sooooo good!
Mine: Really! What makes it so good?
His: Dear, if you have to ask, you wouldnt understand if I told you.
His vassals are becoming as slick as the penismind in their obfuscations.
Outside the culture of his sexy little community, who uses that language, he is in his heart? The closest we get is an old Barry Goldwater campaign slogan: In your heart you know hes right.
Has the penismind found his slogan in his campaign to address the fallen ones?
Love, passion, COMPASSION, humanity, tenderness, kindness. These qualities of HEART have not been corroborated by those on the side of the prosecution. Who would you believe? The backcountry messiah who left his wife and sons for two sisters, left the two sisters in a void of goodwill for a new wife and not long after was outed for being your typical run-of-the-mill-sex-addict-cult-leader, or do you believe his captured followers when they say, he is in his heart?
Evidently the magicians wall has an opening in it. Not for the press of course— those sensationalists! But if you were once part of the community bound together with lies and secrets, you can have a conversation with an insider who will tell you the penismind is in his heart.
If that were to be made believable, the penismind would have to have a change of heart, and there are many who would still not believe him.
First person: when you say hes in his heart, what does that mean to you?
Second person: It means he can do no wrong.
First: The heart is the seat of love and understanding, not right and wrong— unless youre Barry Goldwater.
Second: He is always loving and kind in every situation I have ever seen him in.
First: In every situation you have ever seen him in, you were there. Could that have made a difference in his behavior?
Second: Ive seen him in more situations than you have. Im in a better position to judge.
First: Im asking you what it means when you say hes in his heart.
Second: Hes been falsely accused. Theyre a bunch of attention seeking abhorrents.
First: All of them?
Second: I know.
sFirst: Know what?
Second: that I know.
First: I heard youre getting married.
Second: Thats right. The motorhead arranged everything.
First: Its an arranged marriage?
Second: NO, uh no. Forget I said that.
First: And he was in his heart when he arranged your marriage.
Second: I didnt say that. You werent there. You cant know.
First: I could know if you simply told me.
Second: Lets talk about something else.
First: For fuck sake!
Second: Yes, it is.
It looks and feels like the motorhead is on the move. The troops are getting beefed up for something. A narcissist cant sit back and do nothing in the midst of a criminal charge against him. Impossible.
I saw a fascinating photoshop today of the many at his feet, all wearing masks of his face. There was a time it was my hearts desire to be like him, to be someone who is always in my heart, to be directed by the innermost of my being, never losing heart, always coming sincerely from the heart with the motorhead forever close to my heart.
It is possible to change, slowly I believe, because experience seems to nudge toward higher ground. Being brave enough and honest enough, with enough heart to really go for it, change can happen. Its so subtle at first and suddenly all abloom with no turning back. It takes a lot of courage, a lot of heart. Having messed around more than my fair share with the gift of this life, Im grateful to still be in it. Not everyone makes it out in the direction of cure. The power of addiction grips and grinds a person ever lower and eventually the nudge meets only numbness. Stopping any addictive substance or relationship causes all manner of adverse effects. Its not for the weak of heart. If we dont stop what drags us downwards, death comes too soon, our contract is up, and nothing to show for it.
According to the motorhead, the most powerful human engine is a persons sexuality. He didnt say heart. Once upon another lifetime ago I saw an energy healer. She told me my chakras were mixed up. The second and the fourth are switched, she said. Maybe thats the trouble with the penismind. His penis is in his heart, and his heart is in his penis. He might have even said something like that, about having a heart in his penis. Hard to say for sure. The hallway to the past is growing dark and Im headed for new adventure. I will keep you posted.
Ah! The imagery of his followers at his feet wearing masks of his face so they reflect him to himself is so chilling. And I feel your rage and resonate with it. Trying to connect with those who’s minds have been co-opted by a parasite... It has been the hallmark for me and others of the Covid experience. Under the rage, the feeling of desolation. In Lassen Volcanic park, there is an area called ‘Desolation Wilderness’. It’s the place that was erased by the eruption of a volcano. Everything was killed and the land was just— wiped out And no one and nothing is nurturing the restoration. It just IS. So it’s healing/restoration is in geologic time. Decades and decades. I feel like the Desolation Wilderness.
Yes. I can feel the sadness too. Maybe the outrage is mine. 💚